Sou's message to the fans

I know, it was a year ago and this translation is late, but...
Idk, I feel as I have to do it, so...
Here it is.

It was posted in the Lolita OHP for a few months, and then they removed it, so I think you can't find it anywhere else.

Hope you like it, and as always, credits if re-posting or translating into another language.

Edit: There were some phrases in Spanish that I didn't notice and don't delete them lol
But now it's fixed c:

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I know you all are surprised by the abrupt announcement, I'm truly sorry.
Now, I'm going to 「graduate」 or 「retire」 of Lolita23q.

The reasons are... The band, for a year or so 「Isn't going the way I want」and we 「Don't have the same objectives」, members and I want to take different ways.
We talked about it many times, and we have a positive mood.

If I look years ago, all was so different.
But I want to keep singing in the future, keep living of the music. As a 「vocalista」 I want to transfer my own words when I sing.
As time passed, it had a clearer understanding.

Meanwhile, by e-mail or letter you told me of
『Don't leave Lolita』,
that『Keep singing』.
I expected it but...
『Please, sing for ever』
I really appreciate your words of support.

I'm happy.
Everybody seems to accept it well.

It make me thing... Everybody is supporting me no matter what...
But, in the other hand, I believe I loved Lolita, and I feeled a member of it. But not now.
I've been singing in Lolita for many years, and now I think if I leave I'll don't be that good.
I have contradictory feelings... I want to keep singing in Lolita, but in other way, I don't want to.
The band will not shine with me, we only will obstruct each other's work.
We just have one life, and probablly late we'll regret about the things we've done, to been looking so much at the past.

And yet, I've been rude and you support me.
The other 4 members are going to continue with the band, please, support them.

After 4 years 『Lolita23q』 is starting to grow now.
Even now, I'm kinda worried of if everybody is gonna be all right.
We shared many lives and tours, and we've been growing together.
The band it's just starting to be big.

Nowadays, all I've done was for habit, not for desire.
But I'll keep in my heart all my moments with you.

A consequence of this there are 4 members instead of 5. I'm there yet, but I'm not irreplaceable.
This change started so much time ago.

To Lolita members, office workers and staff, I really appreciate it all a lot, you are unique.

Thank you.

I will leave Lolita after our last one-man 『Carnival of Ⅲ Ward』, it will be our last time together.
Keep supporting Lolita in the future, I will do too.

To everybody who support us during this time, I feel an enormous gratitude, thank you very much.

I hope to see you smiling at the finale.

Finally: I hope to see you in the one-man with the better of your smiles.

Sou.